Kerri Atkins

1983 - 2008
LocationBedworth
Age25 years
Cause of DeathSuicide
Date of Birth10/07/1983
Date of Death30/08/2008
Visitors18,922 since 02/09/2008
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Our beloved granddaughter Kerri committed suicide on 30th August 2008 to be with her fiancee Rob,
who died
1 year and 2 days before Kerri.

She couldn't cope with life without Rob and we believe that she was so desperate to be with him that
this was the only way she knew how they could be reunited.

She leaves behind her son Lewis who will be taken care of by all of the family.

She has broken our hearts by leaving us but we understand her need to be with Rob once more.

We know that she and Rob are together again and are in a better place.

All our love Kerri,


Love from Nan and Grandad.
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My Sister xxxx

If love could change the way things are
you would live forever and go so far
You'd know that I am always there
That I'll always love you, I'll always care

But love can't change the way things are
Or stop your pain or mend your scars
I hope that love can let you know
Not to give up or ever let go

Even when you're not in sight
You're in my thoughts day and night
Love is what will keep you there
And make me thankful for all we share

Sabrina Bailey (Sister) June 17, 2009

Morning SweetHeard =]

Hi Sis

Sorry Havent Wrote In A While, But You Know Ive Been Talking To You All The Time..Vikki's Gone To Turkey For A Week-It's Really Mad The Feelings Im Having ATM, I Think Im Just Waiting For Somthing To go Wrong, But It Wont,I Know IT Wont! I Miss Her Like Mad And Its Only Been 5 Days!! Wiered Hey.She'll Be Home Monday. Everything Back To Normal, Well As Normal As Our Family Gets Lol =]

Vikki Brought Me And Mum A Photo Frame- Mine Says Sister And In Each Letter You Put A Photo-Its Lovly =] And Mum Got A Daughter On. Just Getting The Time To Put The Pictures In =] They'l Both Look Amazing With Out Mugs In There =]

Anyway Babygirl =] Im Going To Love you And Leave You

Love You Loooads Babe. Give Rob A Hug From Me =]x

Katy Fawcett (Sister) June 12, 2009

Hi babe.

Im missing you - alot. Just been driving home from work, thinking about my holiday on monday, and my mind just shifted back to the past two times I've been out to turkey, and all the things that happened before and after each time.
God knows why I'm going back!?? Mad aint it. But... I like it out there. Suppose Its my place to run away too.

Alot of things lately have brought my feelings, which I had buried so deep down, back up again. People saying things like "Oh a girl committed suicide on this estate".... It brings a pang to you when your not expecting it, and then having to explain that it was my precious sister, and seeing the guilt on there faces is just difficult too.
I can talk about you, and rob, and what happened all day long. But i dunno, it doesn't hurt then? It hurts when I replay it all in my head, when im alone and i think about the little details.

I really do miss you! Even tho we never ever got on, haha. I miss that. so much.

I love you xxx

Vikki Fawcett (Sister) June 3, 2009

GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART.

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~~~~~~~~~~~~X . JUST FOR YOU . X ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Jude Swaddle June 3, 2009

hey baby girl....been thinkin of u so thought id leave u a message...missing u hun....holly xxxxxx

Holly Sheridan (Friend) May 29, 2009

Hi Kerri i hope you and Rob are doing ok.. I don't come on here much, i leave you messages on your facebook memorial page instead, but i know that you know that hunni.. Miss you like mad, life just is not the same without you, and no friend i meet will ever be like you.. Love you lots xxxx

Michele Laing (Best Friend) May 27, 2009

Missing my little girl x

Hiya Kerri hun,

I hope your pair are behaving yourselves up there, though knowing you both so well youre probably not lol x
Down here is still ticking by pretty much the same.. Summer is coming soon and the barbeques will be coming out.. which remind me so much of you and Rob.. We had some great times over the summers :-) Remember on my birthday 3 years ago you and Rob went and got me a goat from lance. Oh my god how ugly was it lol... and Rob went and named it "Curry" of all things :-) The dog chased it round the garden and when he had finished the cat chased the poor thing too lol... You had to come and take it back the next day cus it wouldnt shut up and kept us awake all night grrrr . I have such happy memories of summertime with you Rob and Lewis... There was never a dull moment with you three here xx I miss those times so very much.

I talk to you in my head and out loud through the day, I hope youre actually listening to me for a change xx lol xx

Thanx for the brief smell of birthday candles that Katy and I both had on her birthday....It was nice of the both of you xxx And was it you two that were playing with mine and grandads phones the same night??? ya pair of buggers lol.

Anyway theres so much i want to say to you but find it so hard to write it down... So i will leave you both by saying that i love and miss you so very much and wish that you were here with the rest of the family...
Love you Kerri, Love you Rob

xxx mum xxx

Debbie Mum Of Kerri Atkins (Mum) May 22, 2009

tomorrow..

Hi Sis.

Sorry Havent Wrote In A While.

My 18th Tomorrow, Going to be wiered without you.there are good side's to it tho, atleast ill beable to walk to the taxi lol, i know what you would have been like throwing drinks down my nech.

My birthday wish is for you to be here, even if it was for only one more day, but thats one wish i will never get :'(

I Miss you kez, your my big sister and left your family and friends to face this crap world alone.

but ur happy so thats all that matters..

Anyway babe, im going to go now, going to have dinner and go for a shower.

Love you to much babygirl

All My Love, Lil Sis x x

Katy Fawcett (Sister) May 14, 2009

Hello Kerri and Rob

Hi Kerri,
hope you and Rob are okay,the weather down here is rubbish at the moment.
We found a baby dove yesterday it was on the stones in the garden you would love it,we have put it in a hanging basket with moss in it and the mother keeps coming to feed it,we brought it in the house last night as it was cold and put it back out this morning and the mother came straight away to feed it so hopefully it will be able to fly soon as it looks so lonely on its own, as soon as the mother comes to feed it he livens up.
Well darling thats all for now,love to you and Rob.
Love always, Nan and Grandad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tony And Pat Atkins (Grandfather) May 14, 2009

♥ღ♥ A shadow of joy flickered; it is me.
I told you I wouldn't leave.
My spirit is with you.
My memories, my thoughts are
imbedded deep in your heart.
I still love you.

Do not for one moment think
that you have been abandoned.
I am in the Light.

In the corner,
in the hall,
the car,
the yard --
these are the places I stay with you.

My spirit rises every time you pray for me,
but my energy comes closer to you.
Love does not diminish,
it grows stronger.

I am the feather that finds you in the yard,
the dimmed light that grows brighter
in your mind,

I place our memories for you to see.
We lived in our special way,
a way that now has its focus changed.

I still crave your understanding and
long for the many words of prayer
and good fortune for my soul.
I am in the Light.

As you struggle to adjust without me,
I watch silently.
Sometimes I summon up all the strength
of my new world
to make you notice me.
Impressed by your grief,
I try to impress my love
deeper into your consciousness.

As you should,
I call out to the Heavens for help.
You should know that the fountain of youth
does exist.

My soul is now healthy.
Your love sends me new found energy.
I am adjusting to this new world.
I am with you and I am in the Light.

Please don't feel bad that you can't see me.
I am with you wherever you go.
I protect you,
just as you protected me so many times.

Talk to me and somehow I will
find a way to answer you.
Mother, father, son or daughter
it makes no difference.
Brother, sister, lover,
husband or wife, it makes no difference.

Whatever our connection-friend or even foe-
I see you with my new eyes.
I am learning to help wherever you are,
where ever I am needed.
This can be done because I am in the Light.

When you feel despair, reach out to me.
I will come.

Our love for you truly does
transcend from Heaven to Earth.
Finish your life with the enthusiasm and zest
that you had when we were together
in the physical sense.
You owe this to me, but more importantly,
you owe it to yourself.

Life continues for both of us.
I am with you because I love you
and I am in the Light ♥ღ♥
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