Kerri Atkins

Marks House

Hi Kerri,
myself and Grandad have been helping Mark in his new house, it is right by the house that you had that we all hoped you would be able to find happiness in as you allways said you wanted a house that no one else had lived in,but sadly you couldn't get over Rob.We watched a young girl going into your house she was slim with long blondish hair and that was upsetting as it should have been you.
If only Mark had lived there when you did perhaps things would be different as you could talk to him and he may have been able to help you, but all the if only's wont bring you back so please darling Grandaugter be happy with your Rob.
Love and miss you both allways and forever
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Nan and Grandad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tony And Pat Atkins (Grandfather) May 1, 2009

Hi Babe - Just wanted to say i'm missing you - so much.

Just booked my holiday for this year... its Turkey again! Hopefully, fingers crossed, nothing goes wrong the week before like it has done the past two years... Feels abit like a curse... If something happens this year, I swear im NEVER going there again lol. I'll write in the sand for you both while im out there, so you can enjoy it with me too :)

I love you loads...

I keep hearing "Now your gone" by basshunter. People keep saying how much they hate it.. but i love it. It just reminds me of you all the time and the words just fit perfectly to discribe me and you..

"Now your gone,
I realised my love for you was strong,
And i missed you here, now your gone"

I still have the video of you and mum singing it as well, which is HILARIOUS.... haha.

Anyway, just wanted you to know I was thinking of you. I never stop thinking of you. And i talk about you ALL the time.

Love you xxx

Vikki Fawcett (Sister) April 28, 2009

get them in

just spoke to you man babe , told him to get them in . but that was silly really cause bet you are all drunk alresdy lol .
mum will tell you she is 21 today , but you no her age lol .
have a nice day you lot .
kez look after her for me please , i miss her so much , and i no that you and rob will look after her , love you all so much .
will see you all in a few hours .
keep each other warm and content .
xx xx xx xx xx xx

Micheal Walker (Close Friend) April 22, 2009

wont be long

be over tomoz bab . look after him , her , and every 1
.see you soon love you all .
xx xx xx .
(mick bruv) . xx
take care of your self and dont be looking rough you bugger , im dressing up so , make sure you look respectifull . lol never could spell
look after all bab .
xx xx xx xx xx

my love always ( bruv mick ) xxxxxxx

Micheal Walker (Close Friend) April 21, 2009

comin to see ya

hay bab hope your looking after little bruv , and mum and nan . miss you all so much we all do . really hope you 2 are happy together . well like i said to rob i cant wait 2 see you all .
so be good and look after every1 up there please bab .
keep mum warm 4 me and give her the biggest kiss and cuddle you can .
love you and rob sooooooo much . x x x x x x x x x
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Micheal Walker (Close Friend) April 20, 2009

sorry it's been a while..

Hey babygirl,

i feel so bad that i haven't been on here for ages. No matter how long i have not been on for i awlays think of you and miss you like crazy.. I was in Coventry last week for a few days i didn't see anybody though, i was too embarrassed, I have got alopecia and all my hair has fallen out so I have been coming to terms with that and kind of hiding away from people, stupid i know.. Iam getting used to it now though. I hope you are ok up there with Rob.. Miss you like mad hunni xxxx

Michele Laing (Best Friend) April 20, 2009

I love you xxx

Hello my darling baby girl xxx

Ive been avoiding this site like the plague for the last few weeks and feeling so darn guilty cus i dont want you to think that im ignoring you, though if there is an afterlife then you will know exactly how ive been feeling lately :-(

When you first left i was just numb, didnt feel anything at all, just wanted to make sure you had the best send off possible and that you would have got everything that you wanted, even after the funeral i still felt pretty much nothing for ages, i really thought i was abnormal... Even now when im with people mostly im fine, but when im on my own i feel so god damn down it hurts soooo much.

I miss you Kerri, I miss you so bloody much, you were a pain in the backside and you drove me mental most of the time but i always loved you.
Since you and Rob first got together you started to grow up slowly but surely, you both had your moments but that was just the way you both were. And when Rob died i know how gutted you were and at first you let me in for a while, you needed you mum :-) which was unusual for you because you were so damn independant and stubborn..
And when you moved near me we got really close and it was lovely, we would pop in and out of each others houses and i loved that, .... and then you just left !!!!!
That dreadful day is still so vivid in my mind, and when Katy ran over to me crying hysterically and told me what you had done i wasnt shocked or surprised at all, its strange but i already knew, i had felt it since the night before and just kept telling myself not to be so silly, and when my worst thoughts were proved to be true... all i kept thinking was that you were okay now, you were happy and with your beloved Rob xxx and nobody or nothing could hurt either of you anymore.
Whoever said that time is a great healer doesnt know what the hell they are talking about if anything im finding it harder and harder as time passes and it starts to sink in :-( I never realised that anything could hurt this much.
You were my little mini me, you looked so much like me, and you always pulled a face when people said it to you lol

I love you Kez, you are in my thoughts and my heart constantly.... Until we meet again, stay close babe and look after that gorgeous man of yours xxx

Your broken hearted mum (muvva) xxx

Debbie Mum Of Kerri Atkins (Mum) April 17, 2009

miss you darling

Hi Kerri,
myself and grandad went away for my birthday,We went to see auntie Mary and uncle Bill and we talked about you and Rob.
Me and Grandad miss you both so much.
Lewis has started counceling at last lets hope it helps him as he desperately needs it.
Shadow is a lot better and seems to have settled down, i think he missed you and Tyler going out of his life at the same time and it was his way of showing it.
Well darling thats all for now,look after yourself and Rob and try not to cause too much havoc up there.
Love and miss you both always and forever,
xxxxxxxxxx Nan and Grandad xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tony And Pat Atkins (Grandfather) April 17, 2009

your going to get jelouse again sis mick is back
love you .

well

xx xx

get the beers in .

x
x

Micheal Walker (Close Friend) April 16, 2009

just spoke to rob

well you hope you and rob are good .missing our chats could really do with you down here right now . will watch your dvd again today . feeling like i aint seen you 2 for ages . god i miss all them days even the aguments . anyway spoke to rob will be up on wed about 9 , but not bringin you any gin lol , it makes you turn .
you would be wrecking heaven .. lol ..
any how bab c u and rob wednesday love you both soooo much . behave up there .. xx xx xx xx

Micheal Walker (Close Friend) April 16, 2009