Hey Babe, sorry havent been on here in a while, never know what to write, its neary xmas again and i hate how happy everyone is. i just want you both here again. one big happy family, i used to be able to think about you and smile. now i just dont want to think about you at all, and i feel guilty for it. but....i think its better to just hide my feelings in side. i always think of the day you passed away, and how calm everyone was. i dont get it.! i dont understand how everyone could be calm, but i suppose they all didnt want to upset eachother. i think my hearts starting to accept that youve gone, im not sure tho. help me sis, i want to get this off my head but im not sure i can, im notsure i know how to. i couldnt grieve for rob because i was scared of hurting you, and now im grieving for you both and its such a long process. Im sick and tired of closing my eyes and just wishing and praying that ill dream about you. and it just doesnt happen any more, like my mind doesnt want to see you, but i so desperatly do! sorry kez. i cant write anymore....I;'m off to bed, come and jump in my dreams sis!!!
Love you Always.
Nearly christmas again. Another one without you here. Hopefully you and Rob are celebrating up there. And hopefully you are both looking down on your friends and family.
Gone too soon, always missed, never forgotten.
x x x x x x
Hello Kerri and Rob
Hi you two,
it was bonfire night last night and can't beleive how quiet it was,if they have fireworks in heaven i bet you and Rob had a great time.
Nothing changes much down here Grandad is still waiting to get his hands done,i went for my bone density scan to see if its ok to stay on the cancer tablets, just waiting for results,i hope they are ok as i dont want to come of them.
Mark's birthday Sunday we will probably go for a meal,you and Rob used to love these family meals , i'm sure you will be with us in spirit .
Love and miss you both so much
Nan and Grandad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Loud Lewis
Hi Kerri,
Lewis has just left with your Mum ,Vikki and Katy and it's so quiet now,he loves to wind the poor dog up but i think Shadow loves all the attention and the louder Lewis gets the more Shad seems to like it,i can just hear you saying ' Nan tell him to leave the dog alone'.
Well my darling we hope you and Rob are looking after each other,myself and Grandad seem to be going to doctors,nurses, and hospital appointments for the last few months but we are both okay and after December things should hopefully get back to normal,not that it ever will be without you and Rob.
Love and miss you both
Nan and Grandad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
My Dear Family xx
It's me again from Heaven
With a message from above
Feel my spirit all around you
As I sprinkle you with love...
***********
I have watched you, as your tears flow
I have heard your silent screams
I know you sleep with visions
Of me visiting your dreams...
***********
I have come and sat beside you
Placed my hands upon your face
Wiped away the many teardrops
I so wish I could erase...
***********
I have watched you every day now
Seen such pain within your eyes
I just wish that there were some way
I could help you realise...
***********
I am happy up in Heaven
In this peaceful loving place
Where I will be here waiting
To welcome you with my embrace...
***********
You will join me here in Heaven
When your time comes you’ll see
Leave your Earthly cares behind you
Travel on to where you’re free...
**********
I have heard you ask to go now
But there is more for you to do
I promise I'll be waiting
When your time on earth is through ...
Lewis's birthday
Hi darling,
as you will know it is Lewis's tenth birthday, we took his BMX over to him and he was really happy with it, he said it was the best birthday present ever, we took him to the Jubilee park on it and when he was on the highest hill all on his own i had the feeling that you and Rob were there watching him, i hope that you were as he is upset that you and Rob are not here for his birthday.Stuart and Vikky are doing brillianty with him but he still misses you and Rob especially on his birthday.
Look after each other and watch over Lewis.
Love always and forever.
Nan and Grandad
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hi Kerri, just wanted to say hello as i have been thinking about you so much lately.
I was watching tele in the early hours this morning and i really felt the need to see you so i put the program on that you were in, you will know the one i mean,it was heartbreaking to see you so full of life,can only hope you and Rob are happy where you are.
Its Lewis's birthday tomorrow and Grandad has been putting his present together,he is just like you wanting to know what it is and asking for clues just like you used to.
Will speak to you tomorrow after we have been to see Lewis.
Love and miss you and Rob so muchxx
Nan and Grandad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Night Night Kerri darling
As you know i tend to avoid this site now as it makes things feel far too real when i read all the nice tributes that others have left for you... but for some reason i really wanted to come on tonight and just say GOODNIGHT to you Kez xxx
Theres been so much going on this last week... we got burgled by some idiot with a machete, but luckily nobody got hurt.... As you know Katy has been sleeping downstairs a lot.. but for some strange reason she went to bed the night of the robbery....Were you watching out for her Kez? making sure your little sis was ok??
In my heart i know that you were... Thank you xxx
I could talk to you for ages, theres so much i want to tell you both... but when i try it just makes me upset :( Anyway i know that you pair of nosey buggers are watching everything thats going on :)
Go and give Lewis a big hug and let him know that youre still around him... its his birthday on tuesday and i cant believe that hes going to be 10 .. the years have flown by soooo quickly. He looks so much like his dad but when hes in a mood my god he looks like you lol xxxx He has so many of your expressions :)
Anyway im off to bed now before i start crying again....
Love you Kerri babe.... give Rob a huge hug from me and look after each other xxxx
Speak soon
Luv xxx mum xxx
________________.O._________.*.
________________.OO.___________.*.*
________________.OOO.____________.O. * . * .
________________.OOOO.______-.OOO. * . *
________________.OOOOO._-.OOOO. * . *
_______________.OOOOOOOOOOO. * . * .
__________-.OOOOOOOOOOOOO. * . * .
_____.OOOOOOOO0000000OOOO. * . * .
__________-.OOOOOOOOOOOOO. * . * .
_______________.OOOOOOOOOOO. * . * .
________________.OOOOO._-.OOOO. * . * .
________________.OOOO.______-.OOO. * . * .
________________.OOO.____________.O. * . * .
________________.OO.__________ ....
________________.O._______*
|
|
Create an ever lasting memorial for your loved ones.
Start here »
Using the options below you can add this memorial to your personal garden.
| I am Kerri's ... | |
| Add to Garden: | |
| Notifications: | Text Message |
